Books in the Better to Burn Out series

When you are a rockstar, nothing is real. Nigel Hartagan is the epitome of a rock star. He has the successful award-winning music career, a talented wife, and a beautiful daughter. But on the side, he is spiraling out of control in a daze with the Powder Goddess. In Nigel''s world, the highs were high, but the lows have made him discover that a monster is lurking inside. Nigel soon plunges to rock bottom as he goes further into the Goddess''s clutches and slips into a delusional world where debauchery is his only goal. From getting caught with a transitioning prostitute to selling his own kid, to blowing up rehab, Nigel is turning into a beast he would never imagine to be. Nigel battles for his life as drugs make him choose between his love for his new Powder Goddess or his Musical Mistress.