A Bereaved Mother

A story of love, grief, and triumph. A true story told from a mother's point of view of losing their four-and-a-half-month-old baby, unexpectedly, and suddenly from Sudden Unexpected Infant Death Syndrome. This story highlights each point of loss and the raw grief each season shall lead. From tsunami waves of sadness to shock and denial, a loss of identity, and eventually the turning point of being able to look back with grace, empathy and a newfound appreciation for the entirety of life itself. These pages were written over a four-year period, mostly in the depths of despair and desperation. Sorrow and anguish may be felt through these pages of the explanation of raw and unfiltered grief, through the heart of a grieving mother. The content is emotive and deeply personal, portraying a traumatic experience. The narrative is impactful in conveying the profound impact of the loss of a child. Please be aware of triggers such as suicide, suicidal thoughts, and the loss of a child.