Curing

How do you address the lack of your cherished ones? How do you manipulate transport together along with your lifestyle whilst the human beings that suppose the arena you have are further from you? Will the ache disappear? I can't neglect them, I can't allow myself to divulge heart's contents to human beings, and I can't do it. Until I met him, he was the all I'm not. He's attractive and dangerous. He's absolutely out of my league. I can't permit myself fall for him. I can't permit myself love again, and if I do, might he love me back? Can he make the ache pass away?