I Am. abandoned

DISASTERA good summary of my life. It all began with cancer but it came far from stopping there.>I was bitter and terrified and sad and alone. After all, who wants to be friends with a dramatic attention-seeker who is obviously making up a health / mental crisis. And how can you tell family that there is anything wrong when they won't understand? Or what do you do when the doctors wipe their hands clean of you as having too difficult of a case and pass you on to a psychiatrist? And imagine the terror of being part of some med students' fun experiment that was no fun for me? And worse than anything, what if the God you have built your life upon completely and gleefully abandons you? Are you sure that no one understands you? Or are you a parent or other loved one who is distraught with no knowing what to do and you so badly want your loved one to return to a relationship with God? Stop being such between a rock and a hard place, pick up this teenage Christian non-fiction book and get more than just a little misery for your company!