I'm Supposed to Be Doing This

What happens when what you wanted, or thought you wanted at twenty-one, isn't what you want at forty-five? How does one go about finding oneself? Conventional wisdom says you don't walk away from the career that you have built over twenty-five years to find what you are supposed to be doing. What if there was a different way?

I'm Supposed to Be Doing This is the memoir of Suzanne Roske's adult gap year:
How she got to a point where she knew something had to change; that she could do better.
Moving her family to Oaxaca, Mexico, to reconnect with herself, her values, and her family.
Letting go of the identity that she had created for herself, so she could figure out what she is supposed to be doing.

I'm Supposed to Be Doing This is a story of lessons Suzanne unlearned and relearned. Namely, there is value in slowing down, freedom in letting go, power in discovering you are stronger than you thought you were, and when you listen to your heart and the universe you will find your way forward-even when it is hard, And it will be hard. Oh, and there likely will be maggots.