The Twin Flame Stress

Sometimes I wished I had never met my twin flame especially when things seemed like nothing was working and going nowhere. Whenever you are not in harmony with your twin flame, it hurts like crazy because any disconnection affects your moods and energy levels. It is worse when you are not yet settled into your twin flame's shared energy: You always feel mood swings and energetically irritable. You prefer solitude and your friends think you are a loner. Oh, what a journey!
Anyway, when it comes to mirror exercises, I am not comfortable talking about it because I am also trying to understand it myself. I stopped believing in what others think works - I believe in "Balancing my Spiritual connection with the Physical reality.
Once I tested endless inner peace and harmony within myself in my twin flame's physical presence, I learned to be that person in the absence of my twin flame. There is a sense of total inner harmony and balance a twin flame brings to you just by being in your life.
Whenever we are in physical separation, we focus on the physicality of things rather than accepting that Separation is an illusion because you are always with them in essence. If you haven't embraced your connection within and let it be part of who you are, you struggle to move on with your life. You struggle with believing and with Loving yourself.
You must understand that a twin flame is You. Love yourself the way a twin flame loves you and you will see how you transform to become your best highest self. Twin Flame love inspires us to become our authentic version because love is pure and profound and you are inspired to become Love itself by honoring your true self. It is simple yet very complicated.
You already know within you that your Twin Flame is you. Maybe it's your internal dialogue that hasn't changed. No matter how true your feelings are, your mind can try to convince you otherwise if you feel any inner resistance to what you are experiencing.
I hope my perspective helps you. Stay Blessed!