The Un-Wanted Child

I was born into a family of lies and abuse. Nowhere in my early life did I even stand a chance against being raped or beaten by the ones who said they loved me. The ones who said they loved me trashed me and kicked me out like a piece of garbage. They took an innocent body and shred it from the inside out. Rape from my own mother, prostitution by my own mother, and being used for her own gambling needs. This was my mother. Being abandoned at a bus stop at 2 months old, this too was my mother. My stomach was sliced open and left to bleed out, being left for dead, this was my husband. From beatings and rapes to deaths of loved ones, this was my whole life. I never stood a chance as a child and never had a teenager's life. I want you to understand that every word put into this book about me shed tears along the way. This book is incredibly detailed and very graphical. It is not recommended for young viewers. My hope by giving you my life to read is that if you ever find yourself in a situation as any of mine you will know there are others out there who also have gone thru this and that you are never alone. The eighties and nineties did not carry many of the laws that we have today and therefore many children were left to fend for themselves back then. I was one of those children. I was The Unwanted Child.