When the Flowers Withered

It was supposed to be a wonderful day, a day of family reunion, love, joy... everything. Yet, it became the nightmare that haunted me for the rest of my life. What if I have the courage to fight back a little bit more? What if I have the strength to fight back a little bit more? What if I have the intelligence to find the killer? Everything will be different. I will have a chance to tell my parents who I am, to get accepted, to crush the barriers inside my heart. Maybe, I will feel better.