Trapped Inside My Mind

Everything is done in pairs or unions. This Universe is a perfect balance of a mixing of chemicals (or elements) as on the periodic table. The mixing of one substance with another to create a more dominant substance. This is alchemy or black magic or sorcery, and I 'll bet this is the origin of the practice of all forms of medicine (eastern and western alike). The Universe is in perfect balance and has to be, in order to create something as miraculous as life, of this mixing of chemicals.
I have Schizophrenia, which is an imbalance of chemicals in the brain, naturally for me. I am out of order with the laws of the natural Universe (which would explain why some still say schizophrenia is demonic). I think differently from most. Some say I think backwards which may explain why I am so set on the creator and creation and where we come from, because wiser men have said you can't know where you are going unless you know where you come from. This also explains why I chose to study and start at the back of the Bible in the book of Revelations, instead of the traditional. Traditions are a way to keep history repeating itself.